I'm wandering and I have no idea where I'm going or what I'm doing. It seems like every time I try and take something into my own hands God gently sits me back down and reminds me that He is in fact in control.
Okay, God, let your will be done.
I'm okay with this, except it's a struggle. Grown ups (i.e. parents) expect their college aged children to get jobs during the summer thus making enough money to provide for needs in the up coming school year.
Finding a job didn't go as planned. But I need to be on this refining journey of the heart. Because my heart tends to go every which way. I need to learn to filter. I need to learn to let go. Whatever that looks like.
I'm not sure.
I don't know where this journey is going to lead. I know it will lead somewhere. It just takes time. And commitment. I'm sure I look crazy. Committing to a God. Committing to trusting God who is consistent and faithful and knows all things.
As hard as it may be. There are things this summer God has to teach me. It scares me a little. Uncertainty tends to do that every now and then. I did ask God for an adventure. I think this works.
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