I Want to be a Lover.

The last month or so has been insane! It has come with so many new adventures and dreams of experiences that will take place in the future.

This summer I've been thinking a lot about love. I want Love so much. Not the worldly love. I thought I wanted the romantic love. I wanted that. But, God broke through last week and my heart will never be the same again. This summer I want to be a Lover. Not lover of love. I want to love. I yearn for Jesus to break through and sprinkle my heart with clean water and strip me of my pride and insecurities.

I'm going to Ecuador in 7 days. I want to go there and love those people. I recently started a job at Stonewater Country Club. I want to love my co-workers. I want to learn to love my friends. I want to learn to love my family. I want to be Jesus. I'm not sure what that looks like yet actually. But as I seek intimacy with Jesus Christ, I think I'll find my answers.

Second, I'm in a season of surrender. Learning to completely die to my flesh, and become alive and find life in the Spirit.

Anyways, that is all for now.

Until next time...