Aspirations of the Mind

This week has been utterly amazing! Including my evil bug I had a few days ago. It's just that I've begun to walk my faith much more consistently. It's not so much a roller coaster anymore. I'm beginning to see Jesus every day. I'm beginning to grasp His unconditional sweet sweet love and joy. I'm starting to understand His true humility. Jesus is so beautiful. His life was so not of this world. Living for Jesus is so upside down. It's crazy. But I would not trade it for anything!!!!

I've had many many many victories (through Christ alone) and joys this week. to many to count. What a blessing! Even so, it's hard sometimes. My mom is one of my best friends. Lately I feel like we've let life get in between us. When we talk I feel like it's the same thing over and over. When I just want to talk about some happy. Something not related to "that."

But then I'm humbled once again, and the Lord reminds me that people fail us and things don't always go our way. And my heart becomes postured in humility towards the throne. It's beautiful!

And then, there are those decisions in life we always have to make. But through this I'm learning faith. I'm learning to not worry and trust. I'm learning to be completely, 100% dependent on Him. It's a wonderful place to be.

My number one joy, no number two, is college group tonight!!!! Number two highlight of the week let me tell you! I'm ready! It's so good to serve and grow through that. It's so good to love and pour into people, but I think it's equally important to be poured into. I love that about this group. It's so balanced!!!

Off to class. Goodbye lovelies!