You are my Sunshine.

I am sitting in the library and all around me the sunshine pours in. The glorious golden rays that bring warmth and very good moods might I add.

Today has been beautiful! I've had lots of time to hang out with my friends and even be productive. I have SO much to do and I have no idea how I am going to get it all done. In fact, I'm not so sure it's humanly possible. I really need to stay on top of my homework and life. I seem to lack the motivation I had before spring break.

I know the last two posts mostly consisted of my hearts groanings, but I've since come to a conclusion. And that is, I am content here. I've come to realize Cornerstone is where the Lord wants me. If He wanted me in Zambia, I'd be there now. If I was supposed to be at ONU, I'd be there. You get my point. I suppose what I lacked, I've begun to find all of a sudden. What I yearned for has sprung up from the deep soils of my spirit. I think I always thought the only way to grow is through experiences, but I have figured out that one is just as able to grow through knowledge and depth of insight, as traveling to an exotic country. I am not ready to be sprung out into the world yet. I am okay and actually quite excited to finish school, but until then I want to enjoy my years at CU and learn as much as I can to take with me out into the world. I want to go and not be ignorant. I've come to realize I'm so ignorant. I didn't even know what pot smelled like until three months ago. (sorry--that's a little irrelevant) ;).

I do have growing to do that doesn't include text books and professors. I am looking to grow through leadership roles. That's something I really want to do, get involved in leadership positions and take off! :)

Okay it's time to wrap it up and get some college readin' done. Until next time.