Aspirations of the Mind

Hello. I have a few minutes before an appointments so I wanted to write. It's therapeutic, no?

The last few days, no, the last year has been diff. i. cult. For almost 21 years I've aimed for joyful consistency...has that ever actually happened?

Heck no.

It's like this. You get to a good spot and then a hard crappy time hits. That's about my life. For me it's huge life changing decisions. Decisions I don't even feel capable of making on my own. Plus life is insane! I feel so lost and so confused and all over the place.

Jesus is my resting place. This morning instead of getting to my homework and all that jazz, I went to class, chapel and then went to my dorm and spent time with the Lord. And then had some good quality time with a friend. That was happy.

Anyways I should get on the homework. Oh my...

That's all.