Aspirations of the Mind

I'm doing really well. In fact SUPER well. God is moving. Like, for weeks I've been praying that God would bring a group of strong, fervent, godly woman into my life...

AND HE SO DID! That's another story though. Best part is, it's not at Cornerstone.

That brings me to my next point.

Cornerstone.

I love my classes here. I do. Maybe not right now because of all the homework and the whole spring fever thing. Basically it feels like it'll be school forever and ever until my dying day.

So anyways, I love Cornerstone. I love the people and the staff and faculty. BUT it's getting small. For some reason I need to be released from this place. And that's just what I have been praying. I've been asking God if there is anyway I can not live on campus next year. Guys, I just need something deeper. That's how I roll. I need that in my life or else I lose it. Which is precisely what is happening now. I love for that community of steadfastness. I'm going insane.

So we pray into this one. And pray some more. Let God's will be done, no?

I'm tempted to blow this Popsicle stand and drive as far south as I can on $20 of gas. Seriously. If I had a nice camera it would be fun to take pictures downtown, but alas I have a project due tomorrow.

Something is so missing in my life. What is it Lord? Where do I need to be?

Saturday I go on a silent retreat. I. Can't. Wait. Really. I can't. Lots of good prayer time and journaling time and reading time. Maybe by God's loving mercy it will be sunny with a high of 60? That would wonderful. The hermitage is in a field and the field has beg tall trees and deer and barns. Red barns I think.

That's all. Have a lovely day friends.